Hello there myself Santosh and even though I am new here I can assure you that you wont be disappointed with me... I write mostly about life so hope we will go along. Here's an example of my work: Now that’s enough. I don’t feel lile a need to open up in front of anyone anymore cause if someone shows a little but of care and attention towards me I easily get attached and I feel like “Yes Finally I Found That Person!!!” But what really happens is that I get attached way too easily. I know I’m just a desperate person who’s always searching for it. Sometimes I doubt that is it really meant for me? Well who cares? If there’s someone who lives even at the end of the world then a I don’t. I just don’t. Because I know what reality is and I don’t want to share it with anyone anymore. The more I talk the more I open up I start to feel better and then one day BOOM!! It gets complicated and I think it’s best for me to Shut My Mouth Up instead of telling anyone who’s asking me anything regarding about my personal life. I know it won’t change anything but at least it’ll not make me feel like this as I’m feeling right now… Well at the end of the I’m still a human. It’s not like I totally hate it. I do end up craving for it. I can’t stay strong everyday and everytime especially at night. I don’t want to feel that how does it really feels cause I never felt it. I do imagine such things at night that One Day…. But does it happens in reality? It’s a fucking NO!!!!! Maybe I lost my temper above but I think I don’t need to hold anyones hand, end up cuddling with anyone, kissing and all that stuff. Maybe it’s just better for me to live such life in my imagination only. At least I’m genuinely happy there and the person who exists there will be there for me forever.